Poetry in Heartbreak

Inner Dialogue

things are getting
closer to normal

(i think)

we are talking
having every conversation
we can think to have

(so that’s good)

things seem to be
getting better

(maybe)

we still Love

(kinda)

i know i love him
i told him so
in front of all who
attended our day
we made our vows
our covenant
so we will become stronger

(i pray)

together in the end
with a story to share

(i hope)

-m.e.

Survive

i sit quietly alone
trying to feel
something
anything
i can’t keep feeling nothing
numb may be part of 

surviving

but i need to feel
in order to begin healing
to feel the pain, anger
sadness , the trauma
when will i ever feel again
i wait for the floodgates
to explode
i want to be done

surviving

-m.e.